Bright Eyes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qikRcAiCtKM&feature=player_embedded#!

I have been listening to a lot of music lately.  I feel like I have let myself go flat over the last few years.  Not sure how or why.  It just seems that in my struggles I had lost sight of some things.  I lost a lot of what made me, me.  Not sure what else to make of that.  So, in the midst of these last few weeks of sadness, despondency, and anger, I have been forced to climb out of the hole I had dug.  Maybe the change had already started and that is why I am finding it somewhat easy.  I actually think this change started some months back, but that is not really important.  What is important is that good things are afoot.  Or something like that. 

I've been mulling over a lot of things I want to try.  I was looking at flying lessons.  Might be foolish since I am afraid of flying, but I think I would enjoy it.  And skydiving.  Surfing.  Kite surfing.  Scuba diving.  Apparently I want it to be summer again.  I should move somewhere warmer.  Oh, and kayaking.  White water kayaking.  I wonder how much I need to save to move to Costa Rica for a year.  Can't be too much.  Maybe I could just cash in my 401k and roll.  I bet Mr. Darcy would like to go tropical.  I could get him some small feline scuba gear.