I am finding that I am much happier when I am busy. My mind seems to be a little contentious when left idle. So I have been trying to wear myself out with stuff. According to other people, this is time for me to get out, try new things, throw myself into situations, try and go on little adventures, and the like. So, that's what I am doing and will be doing. I am filling my calendar with things that I can look forward to. Concerts, volunteer training, Amnesty International conference, dentist appointment. Seriously. Not that I particularly like the dentist, but I feel like if I lay out milestones and reach them, I will be that closer to being a whole person again. Because, despite my sunny outlook, I still feel like a part of my soul was wrenched from me and thrown down a bottomless chasm while I stood helpless on this brink.
Today is a good day. Tomorrow will be a good day. Shit, they're all good days. Even the bad ones. Other than that, no epiphany to share.
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